February's Mouth

Daily Reflections of One Person's Spiritual Journey

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Me, today

Like the first green sprouts of spring
After a long winter chill
My insides begin to thaw
Drop by icy drop
Your love is sinking in
And my skin turns pink
Flushed with desire
That burns hot like fire
Burning down deep
at the core of me
In that forgotten place
But now i can finally see
The clouds begin to part
Skattered rays of sunlight
Falling down on me
I dive into the sea
Of blue sky
Surrounding me
That cold wind
Making my dress cling to me
Begins to fade away
And i dont want to stay
The same
I can see rainbow colors
In your dew drop eyes
And i wonder can i fly
To the ends of the earth
And there what will i find
Do the secrets to the universe
Even exist
Or is it just a curse
I keep trying to resist
Like that stubborn flower
Pushing it’s way up
Through the dirt
Will i ever find the sun
And i dont want to hurt
Anymore

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This moment

Sun beating on my face
Wind in my hair
I just want to lay here
On the ground
Heat radiating all around
Wrapped in the earth’s embrace
I just want to taste
The salty sea in the air
Can’t get this feeling anywhere
But here and now
Don’t blink
Don’t even make a sound
Cuz you’ll miss it
Gone in an instant
This moment of bliss it
Wont stick around
Long enough for you to dick around
So get ready
Hold steady
Don’t let it get too heady
While you sit there
I’m just gonna lay here
And enjoy it

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24 hours

24 hours
One full day
Here i stayed
My heart you stole
As we laid
Side by side
Your fingers strayed
And my thoughts
Began to fade
As did the images
of your face
Your hands
Your breath
What can i say
I’d give myself to you
If you’d just stay
For one more day
Hour
Minute
Seconds
Ticking by
Your head rests
On my thigh
Thoughts in my head
buzzing by
How did we get this high
Suddenly my heart
is filled with woe
I dont want
You to ever let me go
But i know
We have to go
With the flow
It ends where it ends
And we wont ever know
Until we go
To the end of this road
Where it all begins

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Some advice

You can keep on running

but you’ll never beat

what your running from.

And those tired feet

Won’t help you now

Because your only lying to yourself.

No matter how much you keep trying

You’re only just denying

The truth that you found.

Sit down and take a look around;

Maybe then you’ll see

That you’re the only one

Who can set yourself free.

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Love games

I see the stars in the sky
Like your eyes
As you look up at me
From under the covers
Of the wise old trees
And the cool night
While our passions finally ignite
This just might
Be the one
That lasts the long run
And your tongue
In your mouth
Kissing me
Makes me wanna shout
From the top
I dont want to stop
Till I’ve used it up
And im burning up
Sweat pours
With ever drop
Drowning me a lil more
At the core
Of it all
As we fall
In and out of love
I just need a little shove
Then i can soar
Like a dove
Carried on the wind
And my skin
Is on fire
As we spin
From these wires
But you never tire
Of these games that transpire
I can’t help but to inquire
Why’d you choose me

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This morning

The memory of your touch

Making me blush;

The press of your lips,

Your fingers digging into my hips;

The look in your eyes

As you said goodbye;

The warmth of your skin,

Can’t wait to feel it again.

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New World

I dip my pen but the well is dry.

Look down into the deep darkness below.

Drop  a coin, listen for a splash;

Silence echos up at me.

Wonder if I should jump;

Take a leap, sore the through the air;

Fall down into the deep endless night.

Where will I land? Or will I?

And how will I get back?

What if I let go and never come back?

What if I find a whole new world,

Where the sky is green and the grass is blue?

A land of love found and treasures untold;

And if I could be so bold as to like it better,

With it’s dazzling sun and perfect weather.

Poetry in the air and inspiration in every breath.

What if it’s this life’s turn for death.

Let go of the old and the worn and the used;

Time to create something that’s fresh.

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Undoing

There is an undoing

       going on in my life

The pictures of the life

       I’d planned are dissolving

At first this brought a panic

       to my mind

And a deep and heavy sadness

       to my heart

There was a disillusionment

       of the world around me

As these images began to melt

      resentment sprang up in it’s place

Anger at all the things undone

      and the many sacrifices made

If only I could bend the light

      so that I could really shine

And what if I could reshape time

     and make all the planets realiegn

There is an undoing going on

      down in the very core of me

And all my secrets

       are trying to break free

But I will carry on

        and continue to let go

For one day I know

         all will be restored

And then I will be

       Better than before

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Tomorrow’s Audition

Rush of excitment

Heart’s a twitter

Butterflies in your stomach

Take a deep breath

Ground yourself

Walk out into the spotlight

All eyes on you

Camera rolls

Slate and then begin

Connect

Let go

Let it be out of control

A roller coaster ride

You don’t even look down at your sides

Out it all went

Until you are spent

Silent

Whispers, excitement

Spreads across the room

Like wildfire

Relief, joy

Smiles bloom

It’s you their going to hire

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The Beach

The waves crash

Cool spray on my face

Wind blows

My hair across my face

Warm sand on my feet

In between my toes

Your gaze

My eyes do meet

And my heart beat

Pounds in my chest

Against my ribs

Breath caught

I bite my lips

The smell of the sea

In your hair

And I breath in

The salt water air

Your smile

Makes my stomach flip

The skin of your hands

Rough on my face

As you pull me in

For a kiss

Time stops

Even the wind

Forgets to blow

The waves don’t crash

The birds don’t sing

The fish don’t dance

Your face so close to mine

The scent of you is so divine

Our lips part

You pull away

All at once

I can not stand to stay

In this place

A sudden chill

Creeps up my spine

The world seems cold

And out of line

Until you reach out your hand

And reach for mine

Warmth travels up my arm

And through my mind

All is restored

The world is fine

As we walk away

With our fingers intertwined